Mimpi sedih

What a dream to start a day. No mood at all. I feel sad. I feel pain. I feel hurt. Why oh why. So many thing to dream. But why did i dream about u? Why must u 'libra'? Last nite before i went to sleep i wasn't thinking about u. I dont even think about anyone. But why did i dream about u. It make me miss u even more. It make me think about u. It make me realize that i do still love u. And i want u. I love u so much. So much that it hurt. God is really killing me. Killing me inside out. Argh!!! I am so fucking stress. With the dream and with everything that's going on with my life. Why must it be so complicated. Why must i think about it. What does it mean? It mean nothing. Even if it mean something, still nothing would happen. It would not change anything. I want u back. I really do. But it wont happen i guess. Shit.