I miss u like crazy.

I dont knw wht i did wrong until i get this kind of punishment. At least let me knw y suddenly u'r so cold with me. I cnt sleep like this. How can i rest. Packing pun belom lagi. I dont feel like going. I'm dying. This is a terrible month for me.  Kenaklah gtok gilak kehidupan. I miss u so much syg. I miss u i miss u n i miss u. Xtauk mok type apa. Otak dah berhenti berfungsi. Bye blog. Cukuplah untuk kali ini.

Have i not love u enough for today?

Its been 2 days oredi. Berkampung di atas sofa. Cant do anythng? Cant go anywhere. I miss my baby so much. Even the relationship seems quite unstable for these past few days. I still love u. No matter what remember. N i love u more every day. But y r u so cold with me? Moody for most of the time. Did i do sumthng wrong? Have i not love u enough for today bby? Have i not love u more than yesterday bby? I miss u so damn much. Do u even knw tht? Isit just my feeling or it is really sumthing else? Tell me bby. At least let me knw whts wrong with u? With us? Hm. I guess thts all for today. Huhu. Bye blog.

Lucky i'm still alive.

Today, 19.03.2013 around 6++ pm, aku terlibat lam kemalangan jalan raya. Wah! Ayat! Haha. Accident time aku men basikal. Accident yg agak teruk sib bait aku xcedera teruk sebab aku bernasib bait x dilanggar kreta belakang n kreta jalan sblh. Apahal bla kta berhati2 p tetap juak accident sbb org bodoh len xhati. Sib bait palak xda apa2. Dahla x k helmet. Mun x kan naya. So first thing first. Dont panic bla tauk mok knk langgar. But prepare utk mengurangkan keterukan accident ya. First time masuk emergency. Bahagian lain cuma cedera ringan p kat area lutut jak kembang teruk smpe xpat jln. Huhu. Xpatla bsukan bt seketika. Panjng MC. P alhamdulillah selamat. Ya nang rami org ngerumun. Mmg org malaysia. Xpat tgk accident ckit. The funny thing ialah bla org gila yg lnggr aku ialah my ex bos n nya xperasan nya langgar aku until nya tgk side mirror ada org ngn basikal tbaring kat tgh jalan. Adoi2. Mentang2 k dmax. Langgar n seret basikal pun smpe x sedarkah? Huhu. Encik boss, len kali kuar simpang tgk kiri kanan.jangan men rudu jak. Dala drv laju nk mati. Sib bak aku cedera ringan jak. Mun trk tek kan pnjang cta kta. Ai. Skt nya bdn.sib bait dah inject pain killer. Xla rs skt glk mcm td. Bahaya eh cycling. Mcm nait moto juak bahaya nya. Apa2pun. Aku xmok bergesel ngn tayar n badan dmax lg. Skt nk mati. K cau. Mok rest in peace for few days. Bubye blog.

Cinta harus memiliki...

I would like to dedicate this song to sum1 special. Wish u all the best in everything that u do. N i want u to know that i will always be here for u. Cinta harus memiliki by Anuar Zain.

I am so F up...

F word all the way. Stop crying. Shit myself. Curse me. Huhu. Hate myself. So damn frust. Y oh y? Y is this happening. Not good. Not fair. Not at all. Y libra y? Is this wht u wnt? R u happy now? Arghh!!!! Wht is ths feeling. Yes i feel terrible. I am so down. Down bcoz i'm stupid. Down bcoz of everythng.can sum1 plz, plz hit me in the face. Shoot me so tht i cnt feel anything. This feeling is so fucking bad.  Huhuhu. Dunno wht 2 say. I just 1 to run away. :'(