Cinta itu indah

Fuh! Lately i'm very bz. just have time to update my blog. What a day. Why must today? To start a story, today i'm wearing this shirt that was given to me by 'that person'. The 1 that i once love, nope, the 1 that i still love to be exact. Yes it is true. I do still love u. After i got back from KB, i went to my office to drop my mom. When i arrived, i think i saw sum1. I dunno whether it is my thought? my eyes? or that person was really 'that person'. I was too scared to look. I dunno. But if, 'IF' that person was 'that person'? What does it mean? should i call it coincidence? Or should i say it is fate? Atau tuhan sengaja menduga perasaan ku terhadap mu. Well guess what? Terukir di bintang, TAK mungkin hilang, cintaku padamu. If that person wasn't u, maybe i miss u 2 much that i started 2 c u even it is not u. Angau. Ai. Apalah nasib. Aku xmaok ada perasaan mcm sekarang. Sebab yang ku tahu cinta itu indah. Cinta itu sentiasa indah. Sebab aku dapat jadi diri sendiri masa bercinta. But i started 2 forgot about it. About the feeling to loved n to be loved. The truth is i forgot HOW to love. I cant even remember what is love. This is shit. i'm turning into sum1 i dun wanna be. Sum1 that what my family 1 me 2 b. Not i 1. I am NOT happy. I must be me n i 1 to b happy for 1 more time. I want to have a feeling. To be in love with that sum1. To love with all my heart. To love sincerely and faithfully. And above all is to love like there is no tomorrow. Y? Bcoz love is a magical thing and a process for me to learn and to improve myself. Yang ku tahu cinta itu indah. Yes it is really a beautiful feeling and a very nice thing 2 have in my heart n my life. I must forget all the divorced incidence bcoz life is short and i must keep on moving. Even the impact is really painful. But i must know that everything is already written by god and i should accept n deal with it. I should learn from it. Solve the problem. Deal with it. Not run from it. Whatever happen, he is still my big bro. Every1 make mistake. And i dun 1 to think or talk about it bcoz to me, past is past. So i guess that's all. So long sucker. Sorry bout my grammar. My english suck. bye!