I'm feeling down...

Finally i reach a moment where i am entirely feeling fucking down. I feel helpless n i dont 1 2 do anythng. I jst 1 2 stay in my fucking room. Sleeping all day long if i can. I miss my baby so much. But i'm scared to say i miss u. I'm afraid tht thngs turn ugly. I dunno wht to say. Suma mcm xbtl jk. Mmy monster mmg menakutkn i guess. Whts best for me is u. Whts best for u is i dunno. Today is saturday.  Hm. Cant wait for monday n pray hard tht everythng will b bck to normal. N monday id day 100. Ayat terhenti ctok jk. Xpt bfungsi otak. Bye.