Don't cry in front of a girl...

As a human i do have heart. I do can cry. I do have feelings. I know u r not perfect. And so am i. Aku ialah org yg ssh mok nangis but when i cry, i cry. When i cry in front of other people, thats mean i can't handle the feeling anymore. Its beyond my control. When i seek for ur help n cry in front of u, thts mean u'r such an important person in my life. But there's 1 small thing i would ask 4, when i cry or sad, plz don't sow salt on wound. If u dont knw wht to say, just say u sorry for what happened or whtever. Dont laugh bcoz i'm crying. Or dont say sumthng tht can hurt my feeling. I am already in pain.  Thts y i call for help. Today incident wasnt suppose to b. im sorry for wht i've said. But im just human. I talk shit when i'm mad. I'm sorry for being too emotional n sensitive. Bcoz this is about human life n death. Lagikkan binatang mati lagik kta sedih. Kadang2 org boleh nangis bila binatang cdak mati. Apakan lagi tok baby, manusia yg terpaksa dibunuh. Walaupun nya blm dilahirkan. Nya udah bernyawa. And i am crazy if im not sad sbb tok tjadi bkn kat org xdikenali. P kat org yg mempunyai hubungn rapat dgn aku. Kta xperlu kenal org ya baruk mok sedih sal kematiannya. Kta kesian kta sedih kdng2 org smpe nangis tgk org mati. Even org ya xknl pun org mati or knk bunuh ya. Since i cant express my feeling to anyone anymore bcoz im afraid tht people would laugh when i cry or make fun of me when i'm sad. So i just can write here i guess. N hope tht everythngs will b ok after ths. So today i learn sumthng new which is dont give up n keep on trying. Dont lose hope. Dont lose faith. But believe tht everythng happen for a reason. To my unborn niece, i already love u since ur first heart beat. U r my niece after all. Of coz i love u. U dont hv to b born to b love by me. My dear cousin which like a sister to me, whatever happen, u knw im owez by ur side to support. I knw this been a very difficult moment for both of u, but this is allah will. Thins happened for a reason remember. Sabar byk2. Rezeki, ajal dan maut sumanya di tangan allah. Let us pray for another rezeki in future. Amin.