This post is dedicated for the love of my life.

They say that a person that trully loves u wont let u go no matter what the situation is. Thts mean tht i luv u but i dnt love u enuf n being stupid all the time. I dnt 1 to let u go. Im just merajuk xtentu pasal hope u'll come back but we both knw tht wont happen. Hm. I 1 2 clarify with u tht both of us is immatured. In fact i am more immatured thn u. Sebab ya i act this way. N u were so ego n thnk 2 much menambah keruh keadaan kta. Dont u miss me syg? Xsygkah apa yg kta prnh ada? I luv u n u annoyed me almost all the time but i want to spend every irritating minute with u. Just u. Bcoz u filled my life with laughter, fun n so much excitement. I luv u 4 wht u r n 4 wht i am whn im with u. I luv u 4 all tht u hv been n 4 wht u'll yet 2 b. its not about wht u do tht make me fall 4 u. But its about u urself. U'r everythng tht i think about. U'r everythng tht i 1. U r my everythng n i'm owez scared bcoz u mean so much 2 me thn any other person in my life. I get jealous bcoz i luv u so much. I act stupid bcoz tht is how i am whn i trully luv sum1. U r every reason, every hope n every dream i've ever had. U'r my dream comes true. N everyday im with u is the greatest day of my life. I really love u. Even u'r moody omoz all the time, even u'r hard to handle i still 1 u in my life. I wnt to share my everythng with u. I 1 u 2 knw me n my feeling. It doesn't matter wht a mess i can b but wht matter is i luv u n i only c u n have u. I knw its tough being together. But can we try to hold on? Im getting used 2 it. Im doing fine. N so were u. Plz forget all the reason y US wont work n believe the only reason y it will. Its not about me or u anymore. Its abous US. Remember? Even if we have a thousand reason to give up, try to at least find 1 reason 2 hold on. Relationship is complicated. We fight we cry we annoyed each other but we dont 1 2 keep tht in our moments together. What we will is the moments tht make we laugh, the fun tht we had together, n the great moments tht we will share in the future. I cant promise u tht i'll b your prince charming, nor i cnt promise u a perfect relationship. But wht i can promise u is my unconditional love n if u'r trying, i'm staying. I knw we've tried. We've tried so hard n its never been enuf. But i 1 u 2 knw tht wht we've tried n wht we have is more thn enuf. Its just us being a normal person n thinking tht we'r not enuf 4 each other. Sedangkan kta perfect 4 each other. Just tht we cnt c it. I lied 2 u whn i said i had enuf. I dont n i never will had enuf with u. I dont 1 to find the 1 4 me. Or the right person 4 me. Bcoz all i 1 is u n relationship is not about findng the rght person, its about creating a right relationship! N if loving u is wrong. Thn i definitely DONT 1 2 b right. I hope u can forgive me for my stupid mistake. I dont 1 to ruin this. We still have chance. I need u n i am so terribly sorry. I cant stop loving u. N i luv u more everytime i open my eyes. N tok dah brapa ratus kali kelip mata. So i guess i love u byk2 more thn 10000x dah today. I miss u so much. N i hope u miss me 2. Im yours n forever will. So for time being, i just sit down here n pray to god tht u will b mine forever n wait for ur call. Lastly, i luv u mi. Always.