I am so F up...

F word all the way. Stop crying. Shit myself. Curse me. Huhu. Hate myself. So damn frust. Y oh y? Y is this happening. Not good. Not fair. Not at all. Y libra y? Is this wht u wnt? R u happy now? Arghh!!!! Wht is ths feeling. Yes i feel terrible. I am so down. Down bcoz i'm stupid. Down bcoz of everythng.can sum1 plz, plz hit me in the face. Shoot me so tht i cnt feel anything. This feeling is so fucking bad.  Huhuhu. Dunno wht 2 say. I just 1 to run away. :'(