Expectation!

In this fucking world, everybody have their own expectation. It doesn't matter about what. It is good to expect, but y cant they have faith with their own children. Your expectation is very high n yet u dont believe that your child can reach your expectation. I do everything tht u ask me to. But still it is not enough. Yes i am not perfect. I'm still learning. In this world, so far there is only two person tht understand my feeling. Bcoz they face the same thing as i do. When we talk, its like a never ending story. We become like this bcoz of our parents. But compare to the three of us, there is pros n cons here n there. The worst part is when everything had been plan for u. At work, i must learn about everything, learn this n that. How to handle things, how to handle staff. They 1 u to know everythng so that in future they can count on u n let u run the business without feeling worried. It is not an easy task to run a business n managing people. Trust me, u dont 1 to knw the feeling. Hm. Previously i cant run from my responsibility. I am the nominee. 1 day that business will belong to me. That is y i must learn everything n they expose me to lots of thing. They show me how its like so that i have interest to take over the business. But now, i have an option which obviously i take this opportunity to run. But it still depend on the outcome. If fail, thn i will stuck here for he rest of my life. N i pray hard tht everythng will b according to plan. Latest plan. So i had try my luck n now we just wait for the result. I like working with my parents but at the same time i hate working with them. But look at the bright side. I can help them so they can relax n enjoy their retirement, dapat pahala like they always say. Dosa pun dpt juak pd ms yg sm. That is wht they dunno. Huhu.  I am grateful even i dont look like it. I want to help n to follow everything u had plan. But i'm just... I dunno. Need space i guess. Hm. I think i should stop here. Nite n bye.